My Intro

Well I guess this will be my introduction. It’s so hard to just start writing about myself because I never talk about myself, or even think about myself for that matter. I always put people first and usually end up getting burned.

I am 25 years old and I am currently living at home because I am helping my family take care of my grandma who has Alzheimer’s. Living with this disease every single day for the past 9 years has been grueling, hellish, frustrating, and yet rewarding. I have grown up so much in these past 9 years that it shocks me. I have learned that life is so fucking short and you ONLY have today.
I have a lot of thoughts and feelings that I am going to be sharing through this blog. I am going to be open and honest for the first time in my life. No matter what I write, and no matter how frustrated I am in the moment one thing that will never change is that I love my family and I love helping them.

I am trying to live life to the fullest or atleast to the fullest that I can at this moment since I can't fully spread my wings. But someday I will be able to be who I want to be and do what I want to do.

My hopes for this blog is to find myself through writing. I hope to meet people who are like me and who understand me and maybe can help me figure myself out. I have some secrets and feelings that I will write about later when I feel more comfortable. And I will share more about myself in blogs to follow.