It's time

It’s time to grow up
it’s time to be me
it’s time to show the world who I am
today I realized that I don’t want to live this make believe land anymore
it’s fun writing and using my mind to create things
but I want to create my own life too
I want to be who I’m meant to be
I’m 26 and a half years old
and it’s time
it’s time
it’s time

I can’t be a child forever
even though for the last 9 years
I wasn’t able to move on
I can’t keep using that as an excuse
I have to move past it
I have to look to the future
I have to live by the saying that I hold dear to my heart
“Live each day as if it was your last”
I can’t live my life for anyone else
if I piss people off
SO BE IT
if “C” feels left behind
that’s HER problem
she has to find her own passion also
which is NOT my passion
she said she wants to be a ‘stay at home mom’
I don’t
how is she supposed to find the other half
to make babies if she won’t get out?
I can’t think about her too much
or I get too upset and pissed off
she’s almost 30.….
and can’t get her life started
life is passing us by each day
and I’m tired of standing still

I have to move
I have to breathe
I have to feel life
I have to grow up
I can’t feel bad
I can’t feel like I’m leaving her behind
because if she wants to stand still
and let life pass her by
SO BE IT

nine years…frozen in time
but now
it’s time
it’s time
it’s time



Come with me, and you'll be
In a world of pure imagination
Take a look and you'll see
Into your imagination

We'll begin, with a spin
Traveling in a world of my creation
What we'll see will defy explanation

And if you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Want to change the world?
There's nothing to it

There is no life I know
To compare with pure imagination
Living there, you'll be free
If you truly wish to be

And if you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Want to change the world?
There's nothing to it

There is no life I know
To compare with pure imagination
Living there, you'll be free
If you truly wish to be