3.08.2010

leaving on a Greyhound?

looking for adventure
looking for experience
looking for life
looking for something more
looking to find myself
somewhere out there

i’m scared of what awaits me
I don’t know what the future holds
all I know is there has to be more

I have doubts
i’m scared my family will be mad
what if they don’t understand?
what if they think differently of me?
what if they think i’m weird

but, it’s MY life
it’s what I want
it’s about finding MY happiness
it’s not about pleasing others anymore
it’s about FINALLY pleasing myself

I was selfless for 9 years
now it’s time to be selfish
i’m ready
i’m ready
i’m ready

breathe in breathe out
faith or fear?
it’s the choice I have to make
but which one will I choose?

am I too scared to do it alone?
what if something bad happens?
what if I run out of money?
what if I get robbed?
what if I don’t go
and I regret it?

faith or fear?
seems like a simple choice
don’t you think?
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So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be HAPPY

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